* TESTING NEW TACO BELL TACO* ITS A BOY!!
Dec 18, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mp90r1KNc8s

oh it is a cold one today it's really oh
yes
got up this morning and I didn't X my
nails because when I did them yesterday
I made him just wait too long
due to starting my business and stuff I
have to have my nails where I can
actually like function so I did a major
like major cut down there so really
comfortable I love them
so either way around them it works but
yeah I definitely had to bring them down
some just so I can actually do my my
product I am so excited because I'm
getting so many orders in and now it's
just getting the vinyl so I can start I
am on my way to counselling see woke up
really mad she's in a really good mood
I feel like I Eve you know I'm starting
to catch up on you know my sleep and
everything that goes along with that and
not just my sleep I'm feeling better
like I still am a little bit stuffy up
in my nose area but my throat is totally
completely fine now hmm
it doesn't hurt at all so I'm feeling
really good physically yesterday was my
first time being able to work out and
what I mean it just it felt good even
though I didn't get to do it for very
long but you know what at least I tried
and I did it for you know about 30
minutes I did have to stop at one point
and just rest for a second let my leg
rest but then I was like right back at
it you know and it felt so good to
finally be able to just like do it you
know and so it felt
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and I'm feeling great this morning I
don't hurt at all so that's always a
plus
excuse make sure it looks like it's
really filthy but it's really nine it's
because when I
I took my drill and drill my nose down
and of course I did it when I was
dressed so the particle for my nose
psyched it was toast my shirt what are
we gonna do
anyways so today I don't know exactly
what a hundred percent my plans are I
know that I have countless marine
obviously and then I do know we have to
go to Eugene again today but I don't
know I am gonna go or if I'm just gonna
like only go and stay home with the kids
it just depends upon how many orders I
need to get written up so if I have a
lot of words that have come servicers
but all the night which I haven't even
been able to check my messages yeah
because I woke up and I had to edit my
video and do that so I haven't had a
chance to like double-check my orders
for today but depending on how many
orders I need to write up I don't know
if I'm gonna go with him today or if I'm
just gonna let him go
I'm okay on time though anyways so I
don't know it just depends on if I won't
be able to traffic how about that eighty
anyway so I don't know if I'm gonna go
or not I you so I'm not sure it just
depends on how how busy I'm gonna be
with orders so anyways what else I think
but I just wanted to check in with you
guys and see how official good morning
I'm gonna get my coffee really quick so
I can get my caffeine on because you
guys know I just can't live without my
copy now
good thing I'm not very proud of saying
that but let me pull my app up so I can
pay for my coffee and then I won't get
back all right I just got out of
counseling and it went really good
really really good um she's going to be
on vacation for two weeks for the
holidays so we were having you know talk
and discussion about like you know
safety plan and if I start feeling at
all like aggravated to the point that I
need to talk to somebody I got some
numbers pulled up and things like that
and oh sorry might go to people and
things like that so anyways but we had a
really good good session talked a lot
about
you know continuing my a me time you
know my break time my space time when I
need it because you know being a mom is
you know it's a wonderful wonderful
thing you know don't get me wrong I love
my babies so much and I would never
trade having my kids ever but with that
being said every mother every father
every care taker they need mental space
too
and so because of that you know when I
don't take that time that I need it can
definitely wear on me and you know this
last weekend or not this last weekend
but the weekend prior if you guys
remember I was really really really sick
and so I didn't get to go and how my
dad's for like almost two weeks straight
before so Saturday you know when I had
talked to you guys about feeling like a
disappointment and just being frustrated
so I was just frustrated I think all and
all together because
you know I haven't had any downtime and
you know I was I was feeling very just
worn out and empty and I felt alone
because my husband you know has been
working a lot and so it's fully being
gone and maybe not the kids and stuff
you know and my babies are going through
a stage right now where you know they'd
have been doing a lot of crying and
stuff it gets tiring you know it does
and so Saturday went all they had come
home he totally could pick up that I was
just really frustrated and so that's why
on Sunday you know yesterday I went out
and I had some me time because it was
needed way better and when I came home I
felt so more so much more refreshed and
so just like okay you know I feel
recharged like I could do this and it
felt good to get out and you know even
those go grocery shopping get some stuff
for the business it was still a chance
of me getting out and just living a
little bit without having to
or do anything with anybody but myself
and that was so nice so we talked about
you know making sure that you know we're
still respecting that you know I'm
getting my down time I'm getting my me
time I'm getting Amy's hame because it's
all very very very important and not
everybody needs it we talked about that
and then we talked about should we talk
about
well I think what else we talked about
is some stuff that I really don't want
to share right now I'm just not there
yet to share some of the conversation
that we had but you know it's all good
it's just some stuff that I'm still I'm
personally working on but anyways other
than that it was just so good but we
were making our plan you know because
like I said she's gonna be gone for two
weeks so it's definitely something we
need to make sure that we are you know
we are connected and that we have you
know numbers for me if I really feel
like I'm getting antsy or you know
needing some help to reach something
that I've got my safety plan set up so
anyways I am on my way now to go pick up
Olli and then we got to go to Yugi and I
am praying that my kids will be a VIN
the car today
because ya know my kids in the car but
um anyways I will check in with you guys
in a little bit not exactly sure what
we're gonna do after Eugene but I do
know that we need to go to you I need to
definitely work on some orders so
some things to do so anyways I will
check in with you guys in a bit
and filly animal we're doing qe2b
burrito and make a mess oh oh my
goodness so we stopped I haven't eat
today and it's all ready to lock so we
stopped to get something really quick
and we were sitting here listening to
the radio and they have I guess were
under a storm watch my great winds are
supposed to get up to like 55 here
tonight and tomorrow and what I was
supposed to be like really bad rain like
we're on like a flood watch yeah good
times so
we are finishing up what we have to do
up here so we can make it back into
Salem B for this wonderful storm hits
whoo-hoo good times we're gonna hunker
down and ya know be close to home
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anyways so I just want to check in with
you guys really quick and say the word
under storm watch when you made a mess
but daddy cleaned it up anyways okay I
just want to check in with you guys we
are trained me and all they both got one
this is the one I got it's a chicken
rolled taco he's pretty good it's like
shredded chicken it has it's like a it's
almost like a taquito but I wanted to
taste one
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we made it so tonight you guys are
catching me it's dinnertime
what is the best thing to do what to sit
and talk to you guys oh sorry
any dinner that is my dinner so it's a
little bit of light to dressing no if
you guys see that with lots of
vegetables raw vegetables and a few
slices of spam from Turkish Prime it's
really good
so anyways today I did better I asked
you didn't say well so here was my
eating dilemma anyways so today I is
really gonna like me hold up
Oh
I got my other one this was actually
better much better anyways um so today I
let's see for breakfast I had about ten
little pretzel sticks sticks and then on
the way to counseling I stopped and got
me a coffee which I only ended up all
day long drinking in like less than half
of it maybe a fourth of it rest of it
sitting in the car
it's gone bad clearly and then about one
o'clock 1:30 I start get really hungry
but we were up in Eugene and I didn't
know of anything that I I don't know
Eugene very well but we were driving
past the Taco Bell so I was like you
know I talked about as a safe call for
me so that's when I have this little
fruit flight just one and this little
brat has been in my room literally for
probably a month just one one you guys
one I don't know he doesn't eat on
nothing because I have no food in here
besides when I bring my dinner but he
doesn't come around my food so let him
come around my food I don't know what he
is eating off of that he is staying
alive but boy let me tell you he has
stuck around and he is sticking around
for a life anyways until I kill him I'm
gonna get him one day every one of us
have tried to get him and he just
happened
come back here e car meets himself every
day into another book anyways so for
lunch I ended up ordering two of these
new crispy tacos or no yeah crispy
chicken taco thingies and me and Ollie
were both gonna test him because he was
like I don't want to try them too as
like well let's just get you know we'll
get four and we'll split him - and - and
then I got a bean burrito but I got the
kids the babies each of being burrito -
which they ate there's and I happen to
eat my bean burrito first so that I was
getting ready to start in the tacos let
me tell you guys if you have not had
them they are very very good I'm sure
they are extremely bad on calories and
very fattening that's probably why
they're very very good but they are
literally the size of a small little
frozen taquito not even kidding you so I
was like alright honey if you want my -
to make it like were you at least have
something on your stomach you can have
it he's like no no no no he's like I'm
totally cool - it's fine he's like you
really haven't eaten I I ate a big
breakfast I was like wait so I started
to eat one of them and I was like no I'm
gonna have it so she ended up taking my
chicken taco so I ended up having one
little chicken taco thingy and a bean
burrito for lunch and is now 7:45 and
just sitting down to eat my dinner full
of vegetables so it has been a pretty
productive day with my eating for the
most part I have figured out my calories
yet though I'm surely pretty sure I am
pretend my thing um anyways so I feared
why I was eating dinner I was gonna
chitchat with you guys um it's hard I
wish this thing would just go away
yeah and he won't it's like he just
comes back for more abuse he won't go
away don't you don't want it around here
no obviously not
so anyways um one thing I wanted to
point out to everybody is I've had a lot
of questions on do I have a website so
that you guys can go to the website and
put your orders in I don't I'm sorry I
do not I I guess I didn't think that far
ahead when I went to go and announce the
business's name is that clearly you guys
are gonna want a place a platform to be
able to do your orders and anything that
far ahead of myself so Amy is a little
bit stuck here so I am working very hard
since this afternoon when I got home and
got the messages I am really putting a
lot of effort into making something
websites are very expensive I found that
out today so I did open up a new Etsy
shop under my business name however I
did have to change my business name a
little bit I have tweaked it because
which is really shocking to me because
when I picked vital nuts as my business
I googled the name I put it in the Etsy
shop I did everything just typed it in
just to see nothing came up you guys
nothing tonight when I go to make my
Etsy shop under that name it's taken I'm
like oh this is great
this is just clever so it's kind of
funny because I told ollie prior to me
even doing that Etsy shop thing I told
him I said do you think that I should
add designs to the back of vinyl nuts
but I'm not not nuts vital net design
here's why I think vitala is really good
I just really think it's a good name but
it's completely up to you Amy it's like
your business and I was like okay so
when I went on Etsy and vinyl net was
taken one of their suggested names that
was still available was vinyl net
designs so I was like okay that's my
answer so it is tweaked a little bit you
guys I will be changing a few things
just so that way
the email address is still gonna be the
same all of that I don't know yeah I
think I don't know 18 is still gonna be
my email address um but my actual
business name is final nut designs
altogether so I am trying to get an Etsy
shop up but with that see you put your
stuff up to show your like your what you
have for people to purchase I don't have
anything yet
because I haven't started making stuff
yet to be able to pick pictures and you
know put it on that way so now I'm stuck
with that that I have no pictures to put
for my business of what I can do so I'm
kind of stuck on both ends so what I'm
gonna try and do I'm gonna work on it
tonight hopefully we'll be up and
available tomorrow is that so on
facebook i have a page that is just a
business page and it's under ami on the
go because ami cannot figure out how to
change the name to Amy's life journey
page off of my facebook page so it's
still a me on the go on there I'm going
to be posting my like what I can do and
I'm gonna number them so like if you
wanted to order things then you can just
message me through the page or you can
message me through email which I'll have
my email
and all that I am trying to do this you
guys so easy for you but for some reason
I'm making it like really difficult and
I'm so sorry I don't want it to be this
way like I was just like oh my god I
wasn't thinking right so I am seriously
trying to figure this all out and I am
hoping to work on it a little bit today
I was gonna go and get some vinyl
tonight and start on my projects but we
are under a storm watch we have winds
that can get up to 60 miles an hour well
hurricane winds are 75 miles per hour so
and we are looking at getting three
inches of rain if not more so we're also
looking at flooding now joy so I opted
not to go out tonight because it got
really dark really quick as you guys
seen on the drive home from Eugene it
was like really gloomy yeah it didn't
take long for it to turn like completely
black and pouring so all he had to go
out earlier and he was like Amy it's bad
and I can't see as it already is at
nighttime so to add rain to it and
people already driving kind of crazy
it's not a safe thing for me so I
decided to wait and I will just go
tomorrow
go get the vinyl and stuff and then
we're gonna put everything together I'm
so excited we're gonna go get the rest
of stuff that I need to start the
business and start making my project so
I'm so excited
um I have started giving some orders in
which I'm extremely excited about I have
like I said last night I have one
youtuber I am already working with and
I'm so any youtubers that are watching
my channel I don't know if there's any
out there if you guys want to do any
reviews on my products contact me
through you well you can contact me
through either email either my youtube
email or the vinyl net email both are in
my district
and we can talk about something and get
something together and I could send it
to you for a review again like I was
saying last night as well if there is
any youtubers out there that watch my
channel that you would like to make
merchandise for your channel hook me up
set me up I would be ecstatic to make
your merchandise for your channel so
that's also something I am really
excited for too lots of things good
going on definitely let's see I was
going through oh yes I was going through
a reminiscing stage here for a minute I
don't know what made me get on to this
thing on my laptop I'll have to flip it
around but I don't know how many I don't
know if I've really ever show pictures
of Omar when he was like a baby baby
like a little itty bitty um so I was
reminiscing on some pictures of my sweet
little boy and I just was like so in
love with him and I was just like oh my
god I can't believe he was just this
little um let me show you this picture
you guys this is picture is just I am so
in love it I'm like oh my gosh oh okay
that's uh oh that was his like um Oh
what do you want to call it his newborn
welcoming home picture that I made for
you he was doing his test for cuz we
were in the NICU if you remember right
we were um he had to do a test to see if
he was eligible to go home by sitting up
in his car seat for 45 minutes I believe
it was before they would give him the
release getting dressed to go home
although he didn't last long in that
outfit because he decided to
when I went to go and change him right
before we left he decided to pee all
over himself so he ended up going home
in a mini no I'm sorry a Mickey Mouse
little outfit that Ollie had ran to
Target and bought they was so cute I was
changing one of his little diapers him
so short able he was no way to win a
wheel
he was proud daddy
mmm-hmm things I'm on like a little
burrito yes I was doing some sheer
reminiscing on my little man
brother holding his little brother for
the first time he was so excited I'll
never forget that day that he was just
like could not wait mm-hmm I was right
out of the bar they had just I mean he
was just taken out of me daddy got to be
with him during that time cuz they were
still putting put me together little man
there was our happy little family of
four it's funny I got pregnant probably
about three weeks after this picture
Europe of course I had my little Mickey
Mouse wah Fett she lives in Egypt but
when we had Ezra
she came about a month before Ezra was
born and she was able to be with us for
six months before she had to go back to
Egypt so we had taken her to the organ
Zoo here and she absolutely loved it but
I thought I would share a picture of her
with you guys and a few more just to
show you how special she is to us she's
a little bit of a timeframe this is Omar
and as fresman
are always mom this is the night that I
delivered Ezra
they have you as my princess
she is just beautiful so yes I was just
doing a little bit of you know just to
check him out mob bye you guys
I will check those fissures in so long
so when they popped up today I was like
oh but anyways I'm still working on my
food ah
but yeah I hope you guys had a wonderful
wonderful Monday great start to a good
week we have to have our garage door
fixed because for some reason when you
go to push the button to go up it was
really loud and it won't move so we had
the landlord come over and check it out
so he said he's gonna send somebody to
come look at it cuz he's like I don't
even know what's wrong with that like
clearly we didn't know either so but and
as you guys can see I've got another
sibling popped up this one is Sally I
don't think they know what they're doing
they need to find a new face to attack
nomads update on the Nair that I showed
you guys shoot me through the box away
and of course I'm not gonna know where
the things out the bottle but the Nair
sensitive cream that I had showed you
guys a while back and told you I would
tell you what I thought about it oh my
gosh let's just say it worked and it
worked well so I will definitely
recommend that to anybody that doesn't
wanna shave or wax um it does work I
just hope my timer for 10 minutes
boom shower everything was gone so hello
Pierre ma but I just thought you guys
know it does work um what else I think
that was really it now I'm going to
finish up eating I'm kind of getting
full so probably gonna be done here
pretty soon
but I'm going to finish up eating and
then I think I'm just gonna go get the
kids ready for bed I'm gonna take my
meds and then get the kids to bed
because it's bedtime at school tomorrow
from I am we're gonna have to take him
to school tomorrow because clearly he
won't be walking in this weather so
anyways I hope you guys like I said had
a wonderful day today I hope you guys
enjoyed my fall and I will check in with
you guys tomorrow bright and shiny in
the morning uh-huh-huh-huh ya gots to
love me anyways um oh and one more thing
yeah this kind of I forgot about this so
I got a comment today don't know who it
is I have no idea but this person says
is your business called amberlynn Reed I
was like no they said well every time
that we that I type in amberlynn Reed
you
channel keeps popping up so you're
tagging her for views I said no I don't
know how this all works when I tagged I
tagged things that I do in my video
beans I'm a weight loss Channel not
weight loss channel you guys know what I
mean
I I'm working on a weight loss journey I
go to dollar store
I do DIYs I exercise I do different
stores that go to whether it be Target
or Walmart or whatever I put in there
taking a drive I write Eugene Oregon
you know Portland Oregon wherever I'm
going that's what I tag I don't tag
people in general unless I am tagging
somebody because I've talked about them
sure it there was a video that I did
talk about amberlynn Reed and I tagged
her in it sure I about her so I wanted
her to see it um Pam talks when I type
in Pam
Pam's on my journal or YouTube journal
now i think i think the channels changed
its name a little bit but it was Pam
talks so when I did that I of course put
Pam talks in my tag because I talked
about her anything that I do is what I
tag but I don't go out and just search
people and tag them because no I
wouldn't imagine why I would do that so
I told him I said no that's remotely not
true but you know and they said well
you're just doing it for views no I'm
not
I get views because I get views I don't
know what else to tell you but you can
contact YouTube and ask them why
amberlynn Reid pops up when you type in
my channel or ym Berlin Brie or my
videos pop up when you type in Berlin
read like
maybe because we have associations with
kind of our channels being the same
thing in a way I don't know but I mean
why would I type in amberlynn Reid does
her friend pop up
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we're not Ricky uh Erik Erik Erik Erik I
think is his name why does his excuse me
why does his channel pop up when I type
in am Berlin read
why does foodie Beauty pop up or Chantel
Marie now pop up I mean it that's how
YouTube works so I just wanted to
clarify that and I know nobody else has
ever had questions about it but I'm just
clarifying because it was brought to my
attention that no I don't type in
keywords of other youtubers just to get
views like I don't have to do that I get
views for what I get views for I'm a
real person I don't I'm not Shady
I don't run my channel shady so sorry
but I'm not gonna entertain that kind of
energy everybody on my channel knows
that I don't do that type of stuff here
and we don't do that type of stuff on my
channels so anywho just wanted to
clarify that for everybody that did have
questions about that which I know nobody
does except for this one particular
person so I am just putting it out there
for this one particular person but no I
do not and yeah so anyways with that
being said I'm going to close once again
take care of you guys I will see you in
the morning
bye bye
